The Escapist

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iamsharon — Fri, 20 Jan 2012 19:11:02 +0000

Two more days!

iamsharon — Fri, 20 Jan 2012 19:05:42 +0000

In just two days, it will the the new Dragon year!!!

I would hereby wish everyone A Prosperous Lunar New Year. Hope the new year brings good health, good wealth, good fortune and good luck to everyone.

Cheers!

2011 comes to an end SOON…

iamsharon — Thu, 29 Dec 2011 04:14:14 +0000

I always LOVE December…
Cos festives are always back to back for me…
Christmas… Birthday.. Followed by New Year…
This year is even better…
Chinese New Year will be in less than a month’s time!!!

Presents… Presents and Presents…
Ang Baos… Ang Baos and Ang Baos…
For all the festives above!
This is what I called SHIOK!
Both New Year and Chinese New Year will be spent in Melaka…
This is what I called LAGI SHIOK!

Well… What is all about in 2011?
Will summarize all things in a nutshell…

Went to Universal Studios for first time during Anniversary…
Went to Colmar Tropical in Bukit Tinggi and KL for Anniversary Celebration…
Went to the zoo for ‘forgot’ celebration after ‘forgot’ number of years since young…
Got so stressed up with Operation works at OPH, out of my scope…
Spent bombs n bombs in face treatment…
Office shifted, work starts at 9am, body clock adjusted…
Got promoted to Junior Manager… but no increment. sad to say…
Bought the most online stuffs and pampered myself with nails treatment…
Went for a 3+ months PR studies and graduated myself with a A grade Professional Cert in PR and Mass comm! WheeWheee….
Celebrated his birthday and first Halloween Occasion in Universal Studios..
Went for Oktober Fest and K Box Beer Fest for the first time ever…
Had a disappointing 5 months relationship which I thought its the end..
Took a turn in my life but turned back again…
Bought iphone 4S, like FINALLY!
Went to a short getaway with his friends, to Genting, KL and Melaka..
Attended the most friend’s wedding dinner…which means ‘bao’ the most ang baos!
Met up with my Thais friends in Singapore after 10+ years!!!
Receive the most shocking news of people getting engaged, pregnant and buying houses…
Joining his family for the first time ever Mum’s bday celebration in our 81 months of relationship!
Went for the most ‘TRULY ASIA’ trips!!!! Sad, no airplane ones…
Had my first ever boring Christmas spent… Eve ended at 9+pm…
Won the 2nd prize cash lucky draw at Company’s Christmas party..
Had the least presents and gifts.. =(

And lastly became FATTER! SHIT! SHIT MY LIFE!

The silly mistake I made..

iamsharon — Wed, 07 Dec 2011 04:19:19 +0000

It was a good trip at first but ended up terrible..
I made him heart broken..
I broke his heart into pieces…
I made him cried n cried n cried..
I made him alone n cold, thinking to end his life..
I made him went haha haha haha for no reasons..
I spoilt his plans…
I broke his trust for me…
i hurt him..
I made him feel so painful now..
I can’t help to ease his pain…
I’m so guilt-stricken!!!

All I need now is time to recover everything.

On a side note., I have been sick n having diarrhea n fever..
Please teach me what I should do now.

I’m utterly sorry for the things I did. I use the wrong way to get attention. The ever silly mistake I made in my entire life:

Right choice?

iamsharon — Wed, 28 Sep 2011 00:40:48 +0000

My blog is so dead now.
It has been months since I have my last post.
Many things have happened across my life.
Be it good or bad, I have struggled and I have I can end the struggling soon.
Well, I have started school again.
Books, assignments, deadlines, exams are all haunting me now!
I’m practically tired almost everyday!

Yesterday makes a day for me.
I do not know if it’s the right choice.
I really do not know.
But I do enjoy moments, probably I have been too stress previously that I did not know what’s happening outside me.
I need to make up my mind.

Sigh.

i think i made that mistake again…

iamsharon — Tue, 19 Apr 2011 02:22:46 +0000

We quarrelled again…
Over money…
SUch a sensitive issue…

Sigh..
I guess it’s partly my fault too…
I have nothing to say at myself also….
Supposed to go on a happy trip this friday…
But all went into the drain for an issue…

I am utterly sad and affected..
How am I supposed to cover up now…
I have no strength anymore…

God, just send your guidance or light and shine onto me now…

Happy Rabbit Year..

iamsharon — Tue, 08 Feb 2011 13:27:08 +0000

Abundant Chinese New Year to all…

Sigh.. It’s a bad year for me to start..
Dunno why..
Ever since my last trip to Malaysia, I felt so insecure..
Things have been getting from bad to worst..
We have been quarreling since CNY eve…
Such a bad torment..

Things ahead doesn’t seem bright for me…
Work are piling up too…
Sigh.. How am I able to endure this whole rabbit year..
I still have 10more months.

Big heave of sign!!!
And I miss malacca.. I miss all my cousins and grandma..

Everyone’s so fucked up now!

iamsharon — Tue, 25 Jan 2011 03:32:54 +0000

KNN@#$$%^&*@!!!!!!!

She’s so fucked up..
He’s so fucked up too..

Fuck my life la! @#$#$%^&*

BAD BAD DAY!

iamsharon — Mon, 24 Jan 2011 06:40:48 +0000

Sigh.. Year start of 2011 has been not smooth for me!
How am I going to endure the rest of 11 months???

I am losing confidence and motivation in everything..
Work cropped up… Things got stucked and stagnant..
How do I proceed from here?

I am experiencing a bad bad day today!!!!

I shouldn’t have put in again..

iamsharon — Tue, 04 Jan 2011 15:19:35 +0000

If I know, I wouldn’t have do that again..
If I know, I wouldn’t have accepted it again…
If I know, I wouldn’t have ignore ur words and went ahead..

Cos….

I am feeling that impact now.