I felt so pathetic.
I can’t even be influencer.
Im very disappointed in myself.
This nightmare which I feared had came back again.
My previous r/s was a total mess coz my ex always wanted to club.
And worst still its always a last minute decision.
And i cant make him not to go.
Its so hard.
I tot after every rain the sun will shine again.
But i should know tt it will rain again.
I felt so disappointed in myself tt i don’t even have a choice but to let him go.
