These few days isn’t gd for me..
I dunno y my left eye lid kept twigging..
Boy told me its nth de..ask me dun tink so much..
My friend can even say i ate too much twiggies!
Haha..
Had a short sms-conversation with boy just now..
Sigh..
I dunno y the feeling is so strong..
But i knew i was contradicting myself..
At one hand GOOD, at the other BAD..
How am i gg to live wid any decision i made?
Just feel tt when he’s out wid his friends, he like got no limits..
Dun even know who’s at home or maybe who he is or wad he supposed to do..
For me, to prevent quarrels, i always ‘forced’ myself do things i dun like..
Eg dun like him smoke still buy cigar for him!
Dun like him go drink still ask him enjoy himself!
Arghhhzzzzz!
Just hate tt strong feeling which i cant describe! @#$%^&*!!!
