Happy New Year to all~

Happy Happy New Year to all..
May all be blessed with lots of fortune, love, joy and MONEY!!!!!

Updates coming up soon!

I never realised…

That im such a lousy girl..
Not being able to handle so many things..
Just a failure even thou i learnt from my mistakes and tried to do for the better..
I still FAILED to be a gd gf..

Maybe it started off wid  me and i should also end off wid myself..
After all, its years of happiness and sorrows, yet i can’t get to enjoy much of the 1st one.

Contradicting!

These few days isn’t gd for me..
I dunno y my left eye lid kept twigging..
Boy told me its nth de..ask me dun tink so much..
My friend can even say i ate too much twiggies!
Haha..

Had a short sms-conversation with boy just now..
Sigh..
I dunno y the feeling is so strong..
But i knew i was contradicting myself..
At one hand GOOD, at the other BAD..
How am i gg to live wid any decision i made?
Just feel tt when he’s out wid his friends, he like got no limits..
Dun even know who’s at home or maybe who he is or wad he supposed to do..
For me, to prevent quarrels, i always ‘forced’ myself do things i dun like..
Eg dun like him smoke still buy cigar for him!
Dun like him go drink still ask him enjoy himself!

Arghhhzzzzz!

Just hate tt strong feeling which i cant describe! @#$%^&*!!!

Dumb!

I just cant figure out how to make use of wordpress features to beautify my blog.
Sigh tried so many times yet unsuccessful..

Anyway im so un-proud to announce tt i had already rotted at home for almost 2++ months..
*clap clap*
Mr Bryan Phua has also kept asking me when am i finding a job..
Oh my reply to him or rather to all is : I hope i know the answer too.. =)

Well..Went malacca last thurs for my grandpa’s praying session..
Time flies..
My grandpa had already left us for ard 3 years..
And i miss him dearly..
If he was to be here now, I think he will be the happiest grandpa in the world..
With so many grandchildren and great grandchildren..More coming..

This coming week i will be leaving for malacca again for my cousin’s wedding..
Following next week will be there again for chinese new year…
Yippeee.! Fun fun fun!

Been practising one love duet song to perform during my cousin’s wedding..
I knew my auntie and uncle sure sabotage me on stage..So i better get prepared..
Stressss!! With so many pairs of eyes looking at u, i can predict tt i sure malu..
Somemore all familiar ppl..all relatives.. Oh my..

Good luck to me =)