Back to square one.

Tell me if im deceiving myself..
I might look OK outside..
But deep inside me I noe im not OK..
I noe it myself very well..

But i chose to avoid the fact tt things are very different again..
Y muz i choose to be like tt?
I seriously dunno..
I myself is alr so confused..
I knew smth is wrong yet i still can smile smile in front of everyone..
I felt so hurt sometimes..
I found out so many things by myself..
Yet i can only keep it in my heart..

There’s no sense at all..
What did I get back in return?
I got myself into what im today..
I can’t blame anyone..
I chose this path myself..
I have to bear all SH*T and consequences..

Im so tired of everything.

Sydney Pics uP!!!

Hi everybody~

Sydney pics are up up up online..
Im very sorry I couldn’t post all of them here cos its very very troublesome..
Thus I hv provided you guys with e link on my friendster..
There you go http://www.friendster.com/photos/3038582/1/347638217

Well..past few days are really hectic for me..
Sch work, sch wrok n more sch work!!!
Next wed gonna hv one presentation alr..How sad..

Anyway some highlights on what I did Last week..couldn’t remember all e things..But some..

Classes, Lessons, Meetings, Tuition is a routine..
Went to catch the movie on “Money not enough 2″..Not so bad..
Went Esplanade NoSignBoard to have dinner with his aunties’ family and grandparents, after which we caught some fireworks performance. Nice one indeed..

I guess these are e stuffs I did exceptionally..

my life is boring i know! tomorrow supposed to be my free day yet i hv to go to sch for meeting and tuition..SPOILTS everything.

Sigh! Can anyone do something to my life ? pls~

School starts~

Sigh my 3 months holiday was over! Means I’ve already rotted for 3 mths!!!
Looks like im so proud rite? eh but i got work for one week leh. den went Sydney for conference oso. at least some achievements thou not big ones!

Haha..Sch starts today, but my professor went for international conference. Thus no class. Class will resume next week. Anyway tml i will be gg for promotional marketing class at 3. After tt will be gg to teach tuition at my student’s new place. Sigh so far lor. Tink will be back home late. Well, still din managed to bid for one module. So wed hv to go appeal. Hopefully everything’s smooth! or else i sure curse n swear the system again.

Hmm..woke up quite early today. MIRACLE! Bought Mac breakfast and personally delivered to his hse. 1st time ever sia. haha. like gonna strike lottery. Then went Madza service centre for servicing and to Plaza Singapura thereafter. My virgin visit to the stall QQ rice. Haha..quite interesting. Got to choose my own ingredients. Overall quite nice. Went back home n rest after tt. Then……kena scratched by someone lor! so scare it will leave a scar. N its pain de lor! damn!

So sianz now. Thinking of the class tml makes me so sianz sianz sianz. Anyway gonna bear for one semester and off i go le!!! GRADUATION!!! hehez..

Teeth drop=bad omen?

Had a ‘noon mare’ ytd..
Dreamt tt all my teeth dropped..
Told mum n she says its bad omen..
Ask me be careful when I go out..

Sigh i guess it has nth to do wid going out..
But its really bad omen..
We quarrelled ytd again..
The fear of tt period seems to come back..
We din manage to go thru last yr..
Seems tt this yr we r experiencing again..

Why must I always be ended up with fault when initially im not in e wrong?
I totally dun understand..
Perhaps none could understand how im feeling now..

Sigh!

Off work On school!

Haha..
Finally my one week of work has ended..
Hmm..haven get my pay..unfortunately must deduct CPF..
Sigh..less cash on hand..

Anyway my school gonna start soon..
One more sem to go..Finally gonna grad le..
Still considering if i shld take Honours thesis..
All Toshiba managers n others urged me to do so..
But i got enough of studying..
On e other hand i dunno wad to do after i grad..
How pathetic!
Anyone can hire me?
My expectations for a job is simple..
9-5 job, no weekends, reasonable pay, good environment, preferrably near to my hse,
Able to meet many ppl, various benefits..

I want to go holiday again!!!

Sydney photos still not up yet..haha
Sorry i noe im slow or rather lazy!

cya!