My wishlist =)

Suddenly i felt so bored at home..cant make myself to bed..troubled by so many things on my mind..thus………i decided to update..MY WISH LIST!!!

1) LV Wallet
2) Pink PSP 
3) Cardigan or Sweater
4) Bag suitable to bring to school
5) Havianas Flip flops
6) More tops
7) Birkenstock-Papillo Madrid
8 ) Nice Sling Bag
9) LCD TV
10) Labtop Bag
11) Tube top
12) Heels
13) Averine Foundation
14) Air tickets to Taiwan
15) Coach Bag
16) Face care n Hair care

Hmm…Long List!!! Gonna work very hard now!!!  BRYAN GO GO GO!!! haha~

I’m so proud of myself =)

Last few days was quite hectic for me..having to rush for many projects, which are due this week, next week and the week after…one after another..sigh!

Last saturday, I met my services marketing mates at Jurong Entertainment Centre for project at 9am!!! Why there? Why so early? I got no idea..! Anyway I m so proud of myself..cos i noe nuts abt going there by car..so…I make use of e road directory while driving (I used to hate it cos I dun understand a single shit abt e route at all)..I am able to reach there safely and I was so happy..its an achievement..now i start to appreciate the benefit of having a street directory in the car! hehehex…

After my project meeting, I went to my bestie’s house for house warming! hmm..Beatrice moved to near Bukit Gombak der n again, I was so proud of myself cos I make my way from Jurong Entertainment Centre to Bukit Batok..its with the help of s STREET DIRECTORY again! heh heh..haha…e trip was smooth n great..anyway I got debbie with me all along..from AMK to Jurong n Jurong to Bukit Batok and Back to AMK..haha..anyway e trip home was explained by Beatrice’s daddy who provide me with clear n fast route. Actually what I can say is tt Singapore is very small..and e road signs are clear too..U wun get lost and its easy to get fr one place to another..Now debbie is also trying to get familiar with e street directory..saw her reading n ‘researching’ on it while im drving..haha..alrights..Pics shown below are Beatrice’s house..Nice n modern! I like it! we didn’t manage to tk pics together..forgotten! watched ‘date movie’ (Gross but funny movie) at Beatrice’s room and I fell aslp thru out..haha..I was too tired cos I slpt late before tt night, trying to make her gift..Oh yah..did i mentioned e buffet was great?!! Both me n debbie ate quite a lot..Best buffet I ever ate! but like quite exp, considering the small portion..

Beatrice’s Gift..! Used designed erasers to decorate it..
Hope she like it!!! =)

Beatrice’s house..Modern n Comfy!!!
Feel so ‘nuan’ while sitting on e sofa..

During e night, went Bark’s Cafe with his friends..also my friends la..one of them gg Tekong soon..so went out for a chat..came back, KO! slp for merely 2 hrs den my parents started to wake both my bro n me up..cos it was ‘Qing Ming’ festival..My dad said tis yr my bro n I had to make a point to follow them to Sin Ming temple to ‘bai bai’ my grandparents (Father’s side) cos he mentioned tt we dun even see them before, be it their pics..So………..unreluctantly, I dragged myself up at 5.15am, washed up, changed and dragged my feet into e car..it was e 1st time I went to such festival n saw my grandparents pics..One hilarious thing happened to me..I was too used to praying in catholic terms tt when I pray to my grandparents, without joss sticks of cos, and i accidently said ‘AMEN’!!! Both my dad n bro broke into laughter n my dad even ask me,”so did Gong Gong & Ah Ma respond to u saying NVM its OK?”

After e praying, went Chomp Pang with family n relatives for breakfast n KO at home again..Slpt till 5+pm den went Marina Square Waraku for dinner..after tt went Orchard to be PI..went to tk pics on Hyatt Hotel for my services marketing project and also went to out e crystals on my new Havainas sandals..OMG i was so paiseh to act like a tourist to tk pics all over e hotel..i guess i would nv volunteer to do it again..haha..for e crystals..super exp lor..only one crystal for a pair..he said it was weird..so he bought another crystal to put at e other side..one crystal for $10!!! anyway it was nice la.. =)

Can u spot e 2 crystals???

Some random pics on Hyatt Hotel..

Caution: Long post+Surprises for the day!!! =)

Hi everyone..judging fr the date of my last post and now, most can see tt im so busy tt i dun hv time to post..so many things, activities n surprises happened during this period..will slowly go into details if i rem.. =)

Well..1stly, I made sushi again!!! this time round it was juz as successful! I cant rem when I actually did it..but i knew im so proud of myself for doing such a good joB! haha..self-consoling..well the photos will prove them!

Look at my sushi Pyramid..

It’s time to place one of it into ur mouth!

Next, all my previous post, u all may see tt I got problems with him..so much tt it piss me off..thus after I wrote my post, I went to bed..cos i was angry+disappointed+tired..However, he came to my hse w/o any notice and placed a pink PSP on my bed!!! OMG~ my 1st virgin PSP~it comes with a 8-in-1 PSP Accessories and the pinky colour looks great! he oso downloaded many songs+games+pics..Was very surprised n happy thou after tt..he said it was my belated bday present fr last yr.. =) Thus, this pinky digital gadget is my companion when i travels now! weee!

My new digital Gadget!

I apologize for unable to recall what happened after tt day..and NOW I shall say more about ytd..26.03.08!!!

WEDNESDAY 26.03.08

Supposed to be our Anniversary…Well if things are right and we did not broke off, perhaps it should be our yearly anniversary..I dunno..cos we broke off for nearly 3 mths..anyway yes we went out..He planned the day, or rather the night, being so secretive..But the night ended to be great..with 5 surprises altogether..Appreciate what he did..his sincerity, his love, his wishes, his surprises…He came to fetch me after his work..yet I dunno whr r we going..he dun wan to tell me..i juz blindly follow him whereva he fetch me to..he was super secretive thru out..I dunno abt e 5 surprises at all!!!

On e way to “God knows & He Knows” place..

1st Surprise: DEMPSEY HILL

1st destination was at Dempsey..My 1st virgin visit to e place..we settled der for dinner..he made reservation long ago..e place was nice..e food was great, e atmosphere n ambience was excellent..only thing is tt e price is expensive..haha…

Dempsey Hill..

At the entrance..

Waiting for food..

Smilez..

My steak!!!

His Lampchop!!!

2nd Surprise: Night Safari

Haha..so after our dinner, he fetched me to Mandai..tt tme i was on e phone, thus i was very blur y he brought me der..den i realises..my 2nd surprise was entry to night safari! guess what? it was my virgin visit there!!! haha…was super excited thou..a bit ’sua ku’ cos both of us din been der before..we couldn’t find e entrance..haha..he booked e tickets long ago too..e place was dark..cant take much pics..luckily he was thoughful enough to book the tram ride oso..or else my legs gonna be swollen after tt..hehe..

The Online tickets tt he booked..

At Safari’s entrance

At the “Wayang” corner..

Going in soon..Excited sia..

The tram ride..

During the Animal Show..

3rd Surprise: Bouquet of Lily flowers

After night Safari, he was secretive again..he fetched me to Bishan Park..Initially he said he wanna fetched me to Pasir Ris Park but time dun permit cos gonna past midnight le..den he remember Bishan Park was also a place whr we used to hang out last time..So..it was significant..haha..Then he asked me to wait in e car while he go n do smth..I was curious..so i kept looking at the rear mirror..trying to catch some glimpse..but i cant cos it was dark..Den..Nv did I realise he actually ordered flowers for me..and it was my 1st virgin time receiving Lily too! haha..well was wordless…but happy too..

Look at my stunned face..

The beautiful Lily Flowers with a teddy card..

4th Surprise: Havianas Sandals with Swaroski Crystals!!!

At e same time, He presented me with a NewUrban Male paper Bag..Guess what? it was  a pair of Havianas Sandals with Swaroski Crystals!!! Again, my 1st virgin pair of shoes with crystals..but i hv yet let e ppl paste e crystals..will go back to e shop tis week to do it..it was super nice..I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! he knew I love crystals stuffs..haha..actually it was one of my shopping list but he fulfill for me! haha..

My Havianas Sandals..Crystals yet to be up..

5th Surprise: Colourful Light Sticks

Before my 3rd and 4th surpise, I mentioned we are at Bishan Park..I was in e car n he was out, dunno doing wad..he called me when he was done..and i went out..Guess what? Colourful lighted words “I (‘v’) U” was litted on e ground..OMG, at tt moment i was really lost of words..i dunno wad to say..it was super nice n sweet..so this is wad he gonna show me before the day 26 March ends..sadly..I only enjoy the beautiful scene for merely 15-20 mins n we cleared the lighted sticks cos’ we hv to proceed to our next destination..i feel so wasted..like waste money..but he said nvm..as long as i saw it n im happy..

The colourful lighted words tt most gals would like to hear..

Do I look happy?

Sadly, the lighted sticks had to be cleared..

The aftermath of happiness..ended up in e pail..

After tt, we went JB for supper..Met his poly frenz for supper..nv see him since we broke off..surprising they remembered me..Went for “Lok Lok” supper n some Malay supper..Ended the night at 5am..

Happy+Surprised+Excited+Tired night!!!

Well..everything went smoothly..except for the JB trip..probably He was tired cos he didn’t slp e night before, trying to get things prepared for this day..and i was tired too..so we had a little quarrel in the car..anyway it was over..I was really happy n surprised..I appreciate what he did..I saw his sincerity..I was touched..He went thru all trouble to get what I want..what i hope to see..what I nv see before or receive before..He planned all this long ago..He spent super much money on this day,judging from e pics..its pretty obvious.. all with one motive to make me happy..I really appreciate it..I hope everything goes smoothly too.. =)

i hate it i hate it i hate u!

Looking at my title, all shld noe things ain’t right for me..things doesn’t go as plan today. No shopping No studying No revision.. why? e person shld noe..

I juz hate it..juz hate this kind of feeling.

Why must i endure everything despite im e one who went thru so much?
Why must i still spare a tot for him when actually he shld be e one doing so?
Why must i tolerate his attitude or nonsense when I can choose not to?
Why must things turn out this way when he can choose not to?
Why am I feeling so negative and lost so much confidence alr?

Things might have been worked out well if either party do not choose to do wat they did. If not for e quarrels, cooling period, misunderstandings,wrongdoings, we might not turn out like this. There shouldn’t be so many “truth”, cryings and beggings. If not for her, I wouldn’t be hurt so much. If not for those stupid excuses, there might not even be a cooling period. Worst of all, if not for those msges expressing how much he miss me n love me, I MIGHT HAVE MOVED ON!!! but now, i hv to suffer all this. Who to blame???

God, please send the holy spirit and guide me thru this period. I really need ur assistance for telling me what is right or wrong, what should I do and please bring me out of this unbearable torment. Please answer my prayers every night. Please let me move on if you think it’s not worth it or let me forget those unhappy moments if you think things can work out fine. I knew I was wrong before. Please forgive my sins and allow me to follow your guidance.

I really need you, My Dear Lord..

am i happy?

How do people define “Happiness”?

Is it when you get what you want you are happy?
Is it when you see those ppl tt u hate get their retribution?
Is it when you achieve ur intended goals u r happy?
Or is it when someone’s willing to die for u then u r happy?

As for me, if I can forget those unhappy memories, I wil be happy!
Juz like this, cancel the letters “UN” i will be happy.. UNHAPPY!

Had a terrible night ytd..really terrible..im so tired, angry yet disappointed..Mum got to knew abt the problem..cos things are juz out of control..

Woke up in e morning, went JB a while and back home to fetch mum & jeryl and back to the airport to fetch my brother back from London. time past so fast..last week i juz mentioned tt we sent him off to London and today he’s back! Received his msg saying tt his flight will arrive at T2, sooooo we went T2 and met with my cousins and niece giselle..Suddenly when I went to check the timing, i was so surprised yet shocked to realise tt bro’s flight had switched to T3. Sooooo we go all e way to T3 again by sky train..waited a while and i saw my bro..rather miss him when he was away..he kept complaining how expensive the things are over there..haha..anyway he bought a set of perfume and burberry’s shirt for me..still nt so bad la..well he’s leaving for KL tml again..such a busy guy..but……im oso shiok..cos it means tt i can use the car again!! haha..

Went hospital to visit my dad’s uncle thereafter..Life is so unpredictable..did i mention in my new year post tt this uncle of my dad joined us for reunion lunch earlier last month? and now he is lying motionly on bed, with a tube stuck in his nose and whole body tied. So weak n cold..when i saw him i was like…Oh no..i felt so sad for him..and i wondered..wad will i be when im around his age..he’s like struggling and fighting with e time..we can’t even hear him speak properly..his hands are tied with thick cloth to prevent him from moving abt..he’s so tired tt he kept falling aslp, trying so hard to catch some breath due to his asmatic condition..and worst of all, he’s slowly losing his memory and almost couldn’t recognise me n my bro when daddy ask him who are we..I really sympathsize him, cos he doesn’t hv any direct family members with him now, esp this critical period..Sigh..

After tt, went AMK to hv dinner with family and back home..so tired n full..think i gotta rest early tonight cos i hv to attend church mass tml morning..ciaoz..

BTW I MISS MY SISTERS!!! ESP BOSHI & XINYU!!!

Feels like we r drifting apart due to our hectic schedules..I miss them sooo much..i miss e gatherings..e chattings..e gossipings..practically EVERYTHING!!!

On e way to JB..Jam..so we entertain ourselves!

At terminal 3 early in the morning at 7am to send bro off to London..

On board the sky train fetching bro back home..

rushing like mad..thinking like craze!

sigh! nowadays posts’ are starting with this big word “SIGH”!!!

yes!!! im rushing my projects like mad now..! I need a break..so here i am blogging..juz handed my SS individual assignment today..Apac and Retail meeting tml..means work hv to be completed..moreover its 1st draft submission for apac tml..it accounts for 15% of the whole module..tts y we are rushing like mad!!! till now we haven’t get e flow of it..this time sure chiam chiam chiam!!

Drove to sch today..went SP to pack Mac breakfast for mates..so tired..started sch early and ended late..still hv to go tuition..back home hv to rush for projects..today almost 95% of my brain cells were killed i guess..Rain again..y it keep raining when its nt monsoon season? why why why? so many why in me now..i feel lk giving up everything le..thinking thruout e day, i felt kinda disgusted..quite determined today..yet feeling kinda lost too..i hate this kind of feeling..when i hv to bother so much abt my sch work and other stuffs! both came at e wrong time! these few weeks really packed for me..its the most lethargic and busy period in my life! feel lk gonna break down or collapse soon..i need vitamin D and E—Determination & Energy!!!  SHARON LEE GO GO GO!!!

And yes! Vitamin R & C as well..–Retail & Clubbing…! i felt so bad turning down my clubbing outing with my gals on wed..im so sorry cos i really hv to rush for my assignment which i forgot its due today!! Promise to make up with u gals..I need to meet up with my frenz & sisters!!! Yuting, Amelin, Xinyu, Boshi, Melissa, Gary, Zhixian..Practically everyone who ask me to meet up but i cant due to my hectic schedule..i really miss all of u! hope time permits us to have a good gathering soon!

ok, gotta go back to my work or else i will miss my dreamland today..

Deb Anatasia’s Bday pics..

Thanks Beatrice Abbie for e pics..my camera’s with my bro..so today we used Abbie camera..

The little surprise we gave to Deb Anatashia..

Angelica..Anatashia..Abbie.. (Annabelle is absent)

Happy Birthday to her…!

Say Cheese~!

What a bad memory..!

What a bad memory I have!

I practically forgot tt i have a SS assignment due on this coming thursday!!! SIGH SIGH SIGH…this also mean tt i hv to forgo my ZOUK outing tml..haiz..sorry gals..i cant go again..but rest assured i will make up for u gals.. =)

And i got 2 more projects (Asia Pac & Employee Management) to be due for my proj meeting on thursday..haiz..now i realise actually i still cant relax tt much n got tons of work to do..this makes me sick sick sick!

Celebrated Debbie Anatasia’s birthday today..gave her s surprise..bought cake to school..hmm she looks happy n surprised! haha..anyway hope she like e little surprise for her.. =)

Ok, gotta go already..will upload today’s pics again cos its with Beatrice Abbie or Abby..btw im Sharon Angelica and Zhiwei Annabelle.. =)

i have a car!

hi everybody!!!

hmm..sounds like im in high spirits? nahz…im so so tired..juz finished doing some sushi on my own! it looks nice smells nice n taste nice!!! haha..my parents n their friends love them! it was so successful tt i felt so proud of myself.. =)

well..ended quite a number of presentation n projs..but that doesn’t mean no more work for me..i still hv loads of work waiting for me to be done! so poor thing..i couldn’t even rest..but at least today i did rest..hmm..went IT show n bought my printer cartridge ytd..went JB for lok-lok again..it was indeed nice! i love it! but i suffered some ‘reaction’ in my stomach today..woke up at 6am! for wad? to send my brother to the airport with my family..he’s going LONDON! so shiok of him..well im not bad either..cos i have e car for a week! haha..saw a lot of air-stewardess again..e question pop in my mind once again..Should I fly? they r my inspiration..i love travelling..too bad e one checking in today ain’t me..so sad..but nvm..i’ll wait for my upcoming trips..whoooo…quite sad tt bro is out for a week..dunno y..haha..miss him a little alr..went home after tt n boom! i was on my bed again till 2++pm..after tt went Hougang Mall n Hougang Point to help my student buy assessment books and those sushi ingredients..well..met some personal bankers during the roadshow outside Hg mall..was quite interested in their long-term savings plan..shall consider..anyone wanna sponsor me? haha..came back did sushi n let my mum’s frenz try it..MARVELLOUS! hehex…

Sianz..hv to go sch tml again..sigh!

Btw..Happy Birthday to my sister Angela! wanna help her celebrate last midnight but she dun wan..wish her all e best n may her little princess be healthy n bubbly!

Mine share! with extra Mayo n ingredients!

Mum’s share…without Mayo de..

What am I now?

Well..miss few days of blogging..main reason: i was so busyyyyy doing my sch work..im almost drown with all e workload..nv did i experienced such a busy time for sch before..it almost drive me crazy!!!

Handed up my retail individual assignment on Tue, did my Management Science mid-term test on Monday, Tomorrow having Asia Pac presentation, Saturday having retail presentation…my workload is getting lesser as days past..i hope..n i really need to relieve stress!!! i need retail n clubbing therapy, any companion??? (still considering whether to go ZOUK tml not..so ‘gian’ to go but got presentation e next time..sigh..should i?)

hmm..on n off, i still think of e problem..esp when im alone taking the super long n bored bus ride home and when my psp is out of batt n i couldn’t slp, i start to think! so words of advice: FULLY CHARGE MY PSP!!! its really hard to forget thou i can forgive..i guess it applies to everyone..human nature..

btw..Mr LKQM went into the same camp as BPKC! such a coincidence lor!!! strike lottery oso nv so accurate ah! haha.. anyway hope everything is fine..i got no comments. =)

Gonna prepare my speech for tml’s presentation le..and gonna enjoy enjoy enjoy!! ciaoz!